Tuesday, 11 October 2011

The Starting of a New Start

Dear Today,

You didn't give me what I expected, but maybe I didn't give myself what I expected. Or I am just bummed out because I didn't win the Lotto Max 50 million dollar jackpot. For anybody that doesn't live in Ontario that is our largest jacket pot offering ticket you can buy.
On my last day of work, which happened to be day three that never got completed I happened upon an article about people making a living off Blogging! I still don't quite understand how it works, advertising? I will read up on it later once I get into the habit of blogging every day. I can't commit to anything, I can't even diet properly, lol. Are you aloud to use 'lol' in blogs? I guess I'm not a journalist (yet) so I can use 'lol' in my blogs.
But after Thanksgiving I got on the scales and I have gained five pounds, no big deal but it's on top of the 10 pounds I gained last month... so I've had my coffee and some hemp seed, blueberry, protein powder, banana and natural peanut butter smoothie thing. It wasn't as good as it sounds, it was kind of chunky and still is sitting in my fridge :P
But I calculated, to lose 40 pounds all I have to do it lose less than a pound a week for a year. Although I possibly don't need to lose any more than 20 but what ever, aim high!
I hope people will be interested in reading about my life but I think I'm going to have to spice up my writing a little more than lumpy smoothies and anorexic weight goals. Don't take me wrong, I do realize that an eating disorder is no joke, but in my case it is; I love food too much. But eating disorders, hording and depression are all things that don't just have simple solutions of just stopping. 
But at the moment I don't really have anything hilarious to say and I have a mosquito bite to scratch and a bucket of laundry to wash as well I need to set up my blog lay out. So excuse me while I get to my real world and Stephanie Plum in Hot Six.

Out for now, Rachel

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