Saturday Night Wisdom

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I'm going to write you a little story

There once was girl, her name was Lauren
Lauren met a nice boy who's name was D.
D is a modest boy who has blond hair and blue eyes
With is good looks and charming gentleness
Lauren was taken by him.
On date one there was coffee and chat
On date two there was kissing and warm cuddling
On date three, well I haven't gotten there yet, lol

If life has taught me anything it's to expect the unexpected. I am ready for failure and I'm ready for love. I've had a lot of one and a little of the other. But with hot coffee to keep me awake from the sleep deprived nights I can carry on. I hope for the best, and don't prepare for the worst but know what it's like. I'm not inlove, not even close. The l word hasn't even come to mind but what has is comfort and kindness, warmth and smiles, adoration and hugs :) For once I'm happy to let a relationship be in somebody else's hands. I don't need the reins in this relationship. And yes I use the word relationship because I think everybody that knows somebody has a relationship: it can be a friendship, an acquaintance, a lover, a stranger who you gave a quarter to. I feel no need to fall inlove, I feel no need to even make him love me. I feel no need to impress or try and make anything perfect. I just feel like the wind will blow me in what ever direction is necessary for my best experience. He could be gone tomorrow and it would feel right because now I've realized that nothing can be wrong. People come and go and sometimes come back. People love and hate and destroy and then set fire to what they've already destroyed. But you can't control people you can only let the good ones in and let the bad ones free. And those are my words of wisdom for now :) But I need some substance in my stomach besides coffee, so I'm out for now.

Cheers, Rachel