Monday, 31 October 2011
The Week's Adventure
Okay, so I've been absent for... 31st subtract 23, too many days. Anyways I just wanted to post how my past few days have been going.
I got a job on Monday and worked- 24
I worked on Tuesday - 25
I went back to my mom's on Wednesday, I think... nope, I stayed in at my dad's and then my mom and I went shopping for work clothes on Wednesday - 26
Thursday I have no idea what I did. Oh yes, I tried to catch up on my shows but they didn't air, wtf?! Oooo yes, Wednesday night I hung out with a friend I hadn't seen in too long. As well I went out for dinner with the mom and step dad. Then my friend and I went over to her boyfriends place and hung out with all his roommates, which was everybody I 've known since childhood :P Stayed up until 6:30- 7 in the morning, we watched Fantasia, and before that Kung Fu Panda, lol.
Then Thursday I went home (mom's) and napped I believe. Not really sure if anything else happened that day.
But Friday I went into my mom's work and went shopping for a pair of shoes.
- Then went to my step dad's to after my mom's shift was done.
- Then I went to my dad's and we went to a great Mexican place!
- After that we went to my brother's hockey game, which was terrible! A lot of fighting. It's different in the NHL but when they're only 15, 16 and the refs are making terrible calls on top it isn't very fun to watch. After that my dad and I went back to his place. Which I could have just stayed at home and got my mom to bring me to my brother's hockey game to meet up with my dad :P But oh well, I like hanging out at 'the shop' with my mom. It's a hair salon. I listen to the conversations and such. It's relaxing. Oh by the way my shoes they're beige a few inches and snake skin patterned ♥
Saturday! I worked from 8:30 to ... 5:30. I was suppose to go on a date with a very nice boy that I have been hanging out with. He's a cute country boy, works on a farm. I think he's absolutely adorable! He's completely my type physically! Tall, blond hair, blue eyes, thick leg, strong arms, trim. So aka, he's not fat! But he's not scrawny either. He's the perfect weight and he doesn't have chicken legs and he has nice big arms. Anyways he's all goofy and doesn't think he's good looking. I'm just glad I snatched him up before somebody else did. Not that we're dating or anything. But I hope that the more I get to know him the more I like him and maybe it will lead to something else. We've gone on three dates, but we text every day, lol.
OMG, I just deleted everything. So for the record to all you people, if you every accidentally highlight everything and delete it you can press ctrl then the letter 'z' button it will undo what you just did :) - try it :)
Any who. We didn't go on a date because he has to work because it was suppose to rain but the forecast changed and said it wasn't suppose to rain. Of course I was disappointed but I know what I signed up for when I heard he works on a farm. I think he felt really bad, and I didn't want to totally say, yeah no problem. Because I find guys sometimes think less of blowing you off if you make it completely okay. But I told him I wasn't mad, and that I understood. My grandpa was a farmer so of course I understood. Anyways, bottom line I wasn't mad at him, but I was glad that he apologised even though it was out of his control. He's a big sweetie :) Okay so
Saturday night. I work with a girl, she's pretty awesome. Any who, she invited me out with her friend, Kath (I'll use the short version) and I accepted. I had an awesome night and I'm so grateful that she invited me out. It was nice because J and Kath aren't skanky girls. It was Hallowe'en weekend so of course there were people using the excuse to wear nothing, but not these girls. I was really happy about that. I wouldn't judge somebody on what they wear. I know some girls have a really low self esteem but are sweet hearts at heart. But still it was nice to hang out with people that didn't wear a slutty cat outfit and that didn't just try to pick up. It was nice that we all hung out together and enjoyed our night. It's hard to find women like that. Anyways.
Sunday I went to visit my grandpa in the hospital. He looks good, so I'm happy about that. I hope they find what has been causing the trips to the hospital and fix it and then he lives happily ever after for another ten years at least! After that I went back to my mom's, and D (the farmer boy I've been hanging out with) ((okay, next thing must be on the confusion of dating, seeing, etc.)) had made plans to go out for dinner. He was suppose to leave at four, but a wheel fell off a trailer and shit hit the fan. So he was late, lol. I told him that I'm okay with the late thing, just tell me ahead of time. Although I understand when I got the text at four because they had to go on a scavenger hunt for the wheel. But any who. I was glad I said that because lateness drives me crazy. But I said in a nice way that it makes me want to slap a bitch when people are late, lol. And again, something that couldn't be helped. I dated a guy for almost three years that owned his own business, I understand that shit happens. So he got here about twenty after six, he was early :) He said he'd probably need two hours to fix the trailer, any who. We went out for dinner, but sat beside two couples so I couldn't play footsies with him :( but we came back to my mom's place and played kissy kissy and then I made him go home because he was falling asleep. Although it was a bit of a joined effort to make him go home, lol. And then I passed out.
And now it is today.
But I think I am going to edit this and then watch Dexter because I obviously missed it last night.
So out for now, cheers and enjoy Hallowe'en!!! xo, Rachel
P.S I realized I forgot to write up about the confusion of dating, seeing, etc etc but I will possibly post about that later today, or save it for a topic tomorrow.
I got a job on Monday and worked- 24
I worked on Tuesday - 25
I went back to my mom's on Wednesday, I think... nope, I stayed in at my dad's and then my mom and I went shopping for work clothes on Wednesday - 26
Thursday I have no idea what I did. Oh yes, I tried to catch up on my shows but they didn't air, wtf?! Oooo yes, Wednesday night I hung out with a friend I hadn't seen in too long. As well I went out for dinner with the mom and step dad. Then my friend and I went over to her boyfriends place and hung out with all his roommates, which was everybody I 've known since childhood :P Stayed up until 6:30- 7 in the morning, we watched Fantasia, and before that Kung Fu Panda, lol.
Then Thursday I went home (mom's) and napped I believe. Not really sure if anything else happened that day.
But Friday I went into my mom's work and went shopping for a pair of shoes.
- Then went to my step dad's to after my mom's shift was done.
- Then I went to my dad's and we went to a great Mexican place!
- After that we went to my brother's hockey game, which was terrible! A lot of fighting. It's different in the NHL but when they're only 15, 16 and the refs are making terrible calls on top it isn't very fun to watch. After that my dad and I went back to his place. Which I could have just stayed at home and got my mom to bring me to my brother's hockey game to meet up with my dad :P But oh well, I like hanging out at 'the shop' with my mom. It's a hair salon. I listen to the conversations and such. It's relaxing. Oh by the way my shoes they're beige a few inches and snake skin patterned ♥
Saturday! I worked from 8:30 to ... 5:30. I was suppose to go on a date with a very nice boy that I have been hanging out with. He's a cute country boy, works on a farm. I think he's absolutely adorable! He's completely my type physically! Tall, blond hair, blue eyes, thick leg, strong arms, trim. So aka, he's not fat! But he's not scrawny either. He's the perfect weight and he doesn't have chicken legs and he has nice big arms. Anyways he's all goofy and doesn't think he's good looking. I'm just glad I snatched him up before somebody else did. Not that we're dating or anything. But I hope that the more I get to know him the more I like him and maybe it will lead to something else. We've gone on three dates, but we text every day, lol.
OMG, I just deleted everything. So for the record to all you people, if you every accidentally highlight everything and delete it you can press ctrl then the letter 'z' button it will undo what you just did :) - try it :)
Any who. We didn't go on a date because he has to work because it was suppose to rain but the forecast changed and said it wasn't suppose to rain. Of course I was disappointed but I know what I signed up for when I heard he works on a farm. I think he felt really bad, and I didn't want to totally say, yeah no problem. Because I find guys sometimes think less of blowing you off if you make it completely okay. But I told him I wasn't mad, and that I understood. My grandpa was a farmer so of course I understood. Anyways, bottom line I wasn't mad at him, but I was glad that he apologised even though it was out of his control. He's a big sweetie :) Okay so
Saturday night. I work with a girl, she's pretty awesome. Any who, she invited me out with her friend, Kath (I'll use the short version) and I accepted. I had an awesome night and I'm so grateful that she invited me out. It was nice because J and Kath aren't skanky girls. It was Hallowe'en weekend so of course there were people using the excuse to wear nothing, but not these girls. I was really happy about that. I wouldn't judge somebody on what they wear. I know some girls have a really low self esteem but are sweet hearts at heart. But still it was nice to hang out with people that didn't wear a slutty cat outfit and that didn't just try to pick up. It was nice that we all hung out together and enjoyed our night. It's hard to find women like that. Anyways.
Sunday I went to visit my grandpa in the hospital. He looks good, so I'm happy about that. I hope they find what has been causing the trips to the hospital and fix it and then he lives happily ever after for another ten years at least! After that I went back to my mom's, and D (the farmer boy I've been hanging out with) ((okay, next thing must be on the confusion of dating, seeing, etc.)) had made plans to go out for dinner. He was suppose to leave at four, but a wheel fell off a trailer and shit hit the fan. So he was late, lol. I told him that I'm okay with the late thing, just tell me ahead of time. Although I understand when I got the text at four because they had to go on a scavenger hunt for the wheel. But any who. I was glad I said that because lateness drives me crazy. But I said in a nice way that it makes me want to slap a bitch when people are late, lol. And again, something that couldn't be helped. I dated a guy for almost three years that owned his own business, I understand that shit happens. So he got here about twenty after six, he was early :) He said he'd probably need two hours to fix the trailer, any who. We went out for dinner, but sat beside two couples so I couldn't play footsies with him :( but we came back to my mom's place and played kissy kissy and then I made him go home because he was falling asleep. Although it was a bit of a joined effort to make him go home, lol. And then I passed out.
And now it is today.
But I think I am going to edit this and then watch Dexter because I obviously missed it last night.
So out for now, cheers and enjoy Hallowe'en!!! xo, Rachel
P.S I realized I forgot to write up about the confusion of dating, seeing, etc etc but I will possibly post about that later today, or save it for a topic tomorrow.
Sunday, 23 October 2011
Saturday Night Wisdom
.... :)
I'm going to write you a little story
There once was girl, her name was Lauren
Lauren met a nice boy who's name was D.
D is a modest boy who has blond hair and blue eyes
With is good looks and charming gentleness
Lauren was taken by him.
On date one there was coffee and chat
On date two there was kissing and warm cuddling
On date three, well I haven't gotten there yet, lol
If life has taught me anything it's to expect the unexpected. I am ready for failure and I'm ready for love. I've had a lot of one and a little of the other. But with hot coffee to keep me awake from the sleep deprived nights I can carry on. I hope for the best, and don't prepare for the worst but know what it's like. I'm not inlove, not even close. The l word hasn't even come to mind but what has is comfort and kindness, warmth and smiles, adoration and hugs :) For once I'm happy to let a relationship be in somebody else's hands. I don't need the reins in this relationship. And yes I use the word relationship because I think everybody that knows somebody has a relationship: it can be a friendship, an acquaintance, a lover, a stranger who you gave a quarter to. I feel no need to fall inlove, I feel no need to even make him love me. I feel no need to impress or try and make anything perfect. I just feel like the wind will blow me in what ever direction is necessary for my best experience. He could be gone tomorrow and it would feel right because now I've realized that nothing can be wrong. People come and go and sometimes come back. People love and hate and destroy and then set fire to what they've already destroyed. But you can't control people you can only let the good ones in and let the bad ones free. And those are my words of wisdom for now :) But I need some substance in my stomach besides coffee, so I'm out for now.
Cheers, Rachel
I'm going to write you a little story
There once was girl, her name was Lauren
Lauren met a nice boy who's name was D.
D is a modest boy who has blond hair and blue eyes
With is good looks and charming gentleness
Lauren was taken by him.
On date one there was coffee and chat
On date two there was kissing and warm cuddling
On date three, well I haven't gotten there yet, lol
If life has taught me anything it's to expect the unexpected. I am ready for failure and I'm ready for love. I've had a lot of one and a little of the other. But with hot coffee to keep me awake from the sleep deprived nights I can carry on. I hope for the best, and don't prepare for the worst but know what it's like. I'm not inlove, not even close. The l word hasn't even come to mind but what has is comfort and kindness, warmth and smiles, adoration and hugs :) For once I'm happy to let a relationship be in somebody else's hands. I don't need the reins in this relationship. And yes I use the word relationship because I think everybody that knows somebody has a relationship: it can be a friendship, an acquaintance, a lover, a stranger who you gave a quarter to. I feel no need to fall inlove, I feel no need to even make him love me. I feel no need to impress or try and make anything perfect. I just feel like the wind will blow me in what ever direction is necessary for my best experience. He could be gone tomorrow and it would feel right because now I've realized that nothing can be wrong. People come and go and sometimes come back. People love and hate and destroy and then set fire to what they've already destroyed. But you can't control people you can only let the good ones in and let the bad ones free. And those are my words of wisdom for now :) But I need some substance in my stomach besides coffee, so I'm out for now.
Cheers, Rachel
Saturday, 22 October 2011
Mentalness
So I forgot to add in that a dirty stove is one of my biggest pet peeves in my previous post. I use to be crazy before I started taking medication and absolutely everything bothered me. Although mental illness isn't something to joke about, because I never had serious depression issues but the fact that I was a crazy bitch before I started taking meds for my OCD is kind of funny. <== (Serious run on sentence.)
I feel terrible for all the people that had to live with me, I must have unbearable! I don't know how my ex dated me for almost three years!!! But now I am a functioning human being :) But there is a story that goes along with this.
There was this guy named... Luigi, he told me one day, 'we need to get you off these' referring to my medication. He said you don't want to be dependant on something like that for the rest of your life, bla bla. I suppressed the urge to smack him, I didn't even give him the evil eye; I mostly ignored the comment. If he knew that these magic pills made me happy with who I am and made every day life an enjoyment he wouldn't be saying this. But get this, he was a bum that was addicted to pot. Although he had the excuses, well I'm grumpy without it, it mellows me out, bla bla. All the excuses of people that have a crutch. (Honestly you should have grown out of it by now! You're 23 and you claim you're mature for your age and gone through a lot more than the average person, b.s)
I have real issues! Without my medication I can't go a day without counting the squares on the floor and the ceiling tiles! I can't go without snapping at somebody for something stupid. I can't be in crowds because I'd get overwhelmed. I'd lose sleep over an over due library book! I'd try and memorize number from anything and everything even though they were completely irrelevant to my life. I knew it was insane but I'd worry about cameras in my house, watching me eat, watching me sleep, watching me at my most private moments, watching what I wear and criticizing me.
And he had the nerve to tell me that I should get off the medication that changed my life! What an ASSHOLE.
Anyways I just thought I'd make a point; nobody knows best but you (in the end). People can help you along the way, give you suggestions and criticism but they don't know you like you know yourself.
But on a less serious note, I was watching The Body Farm and there was a funny quote from it. I thought I'd end my post off with it :)
Man- You know how much my sister spend on a dress?...3,000 quid just for done day
Woman- So how much would you let your bride spend?
Man- Well, what ever she wanted, but then the women I'd marry wouldn't go mad
Woman- You hope
Made me laugh out loud :)
I feel terrible for all the people that had to live with me, I must have unbearable! I don't know how my ex dated me for almost three years!!! But now I am a functioning human being :) But there is a story that goes along with this.
There was this guy named... Luigi, he told me one day, 'we need to get you off these' referring to my medication. He said you don't want to be dependant on something like that for the rest of your life, bla bla. I suppressed the urge to smack him, I didn't even give him the evil eye; I mostly ignored the comment. If he knew that these magic pills made me happy with who I am and made every day life an enjoyment he wouldn't be saying this. But get this, he was a bum that was addicted to pot. Although he had the excuses, well I'm grumpy without it, it mellows me out, bla bla. All the excuses of people that have a crutch. (Honestly you should have grown out of it by now! You're 23 and you claim you're mature for your age and gone through a lot more than the average person, b.s)
I have real issues! Without my medication I can't go a day without counting the squares on the floor and the ceiling tiles! I can't go without snapping at somebody for something stupid. I can't be in crowds because I'd get overwhelmed. I'd lose sleep over an over due library book! I'd try and memorize number from anything and everything even though they were completely irrelevant to my life. I knew it was insane but I'd worry about cameras in my house, watching me eat, watching me sleep, watching me at my most private moments, watching what I wear and criticizing me.
And he had the nerve to tell me that I should get off the medication that changed my life! What an ASSHOLE.
Anyways I just thought I'd make a point; nobody knows best but you (in the end). People can help you along the way, give you suggestions and criticism but they don't know you like you know yourself.
But on a less serious note, I was watching The Body Farm and there was a funny quote from it. I thought I'd end my post off with it :)
Man- You know how much my sister spend on a dress?...3,000 quid just for done day
Woman- So how much would you let your bride spend?
Man- Well, what ever she wanted, but then the women I'd marry wouldn't go mad
Woman- You hope
Made me laugh out loud :)
Gene Simmons Is Scum (In My Opinion)
Here are some facts about me. I thought I'd share some of the oddities of Rachel
- I use Mason Jars as cups. When I move out on into my own place something a little more permanent I am going to have no drinking glasses and all Mason Jars
- I hate when people put the toilet paper roll on backwards!
- I ate for my blood type for half a year, stopped and now I'm starting again.
- I go insane when flies continuously land on my head. If I could ever kill anybody it'd be because I've gone insane dealing with a fly; not that I ever could anyways.
- I'm never getting married but if I ever did I'd play Aerosmith's I don't want to miss a thing while walking down the aisle
- I love ouzo black licorice flavoured round, ball candy things! I want Santa to fill my stocking with them ;)
- I put too much stock in Zodiacs
- I honestly believe that I am going to be wealthy some day in my near future
- I died my hair black yesterday, although it's not extreme at all, just a really, really dark brown. Temporary, wash out stuff!
- I haven't had breakfast or anything to eat for that matter and it's one in the afternoon.|
- I have anxiety from my OCD and it's through the roof right now and driving me absolutely insane.
- I adore Justin Moore
- I think that's all the 'interesting things' that you really want to read, lol.
- Oh yes, I hate socks. But running shoes without socks makes me want to vomit
- Chlorine, bleach are my favourite smells in the whole world. I also love the smell of old playing cards and library books.
- I always wondered what the Bogart would turn into if I had to face it; I assume it would be my mom dieing.
- I love Twilight and re-read the series too often.
- My cat got fleas and I put medication on her and now they are dieing and she is laying in my bed and I found them on my sheets. I kind of freaked out and don't let her in there now and I feel really guilty because she's 16 years old. But EWW.
- I've never had head lice.
- I want to be a writer but I hate editing my work.
- I'm starving so I'm going to go eat some breaky.
Hope you enjoyed this, I'll try and post something else tonight for my lack of blogging.
xo
- I use Mason Jars as cups. When I move out on into my own place something a little more permanent I am going to have no drinking glasses and all Mason Jars
- I hate when people put the toilet paper roll on backwards!
- I ate for my blood type for half a year, stopped and now I'm starting again.
- I go insane when flies continuously land on my head. If I could ever kill anybody it'd be because I've gone insane dealing with a fly; not that I ever could anyways.
- I'm never getting married but if I ever did I'd play Aerosmith's I don't want to miss a thing while walking down the aisle
- I love ouzo black licorice flavoured round, ball candy things! I want Santa to fill my stocking with them ;)
- I put too much stock in Zodiacs
- I honestly believe that I am going to be wealthy some day in my near future
- I died my hair black yesterday, although it's not extreme at all, just a really, really dark brown. Temporary, wash out stuff!
- I haven't had breakfast or anything to eat for that matter and it's one in the afternoon.|
- I have anxiety from my OCD and it's through the roof right now and driving me absolutely insane.
- I adore Justin Moore
- I think that's all the 'interesting things' that you really want to read, lol.
- Oh yes, I hate socks. But running shoes without socks makes me want to vomit
- Chlorine, bleach are my favourite smells in the whole world. I also love the smell of old playing cards and library books.
- I always wondered what the Bogart would turn into if I had to face it; I assume it would be my mom dieing.
- I love Twilight and re-read the series too often.
- My cat got fleas and I put medication on her and now they are dieing and she is laying in my bed and I found them on my sheets. I kind of freaked out and don't let her in there now and I feel really guilty because she's 16 years old. But EWW.
- I've never had head lice.
- I want to be a writer but I hate editing my work.
- I'm starving so I'm going to go eat some breaky.
Hope you enjoyed this, I'll try and post something else tonight for my lack of blogging.
xo
Tuesday, 18 October 2011
Canadian Tire for Christmas Decorations- Irrelevent to my Blog
So I have re-appeared in the blogging world. I was distracted by a really good book. Although I'm not sure how good it is. It's one of those books that suck you in, and the writing it great but it's just kind of... life over four and a half years condensed into 200 words. I really enjoy books like that, but I'm curious as to what the last half of the book is going to be about. And some good news as well, I reconnected with a friend and hung out last night and enjoyed Cabin Fever... not really that great. Might have missed the middle of the movie because we happened to be sucking face, how disgusting does that sound, lol. I definitely won't waste my time re-watching it though. Besides that nothing too interesting has happened. I made a Monster account so I could apply to Petsmart. Chapters isn't hiring and because I don't have a college education I can't get hired. Although most jobs I am qualified for is more than a min. wage job but people want you to have a diploma, kind of stupid. Why would I spend 5 grand going to college so I can do a job that I don't need an education for? Oh well, hopefully I will be a famous writer and won't have to finish my program; wishful thinking? I still want to win the lottery and just be a big ol' hillbilly :P Lots of trucks, mud, beer, fire and shop parties and invite Justin Moore over for some Bud Light Lime. Oh yes! So I made Cowboy coffee today! My father forgot to get a coffee maker so I boiled some coffee and strained it with a cheese grater from Ikea. It worked out much better than I expected but I definitely needed to boil the water longer. I am the lover of strong coffee, but no Starbucks, it's bitter. ........ I feel like I have something to do tonight but I don't :( One reason I can't wait to go back to college, social life! Meet new people, go to parties, drinking with profs, do projects last minute and go out for breakfast with all the friends you pulled the all-nighter with.
Well I had a bunch of witty bits and pieces come to me in the past few days but not enough to write about and now I can't remember any of it. So I guess I'm out for now.
Cheers, Rachel
Well I had a bunch of witty bits and pieces come to me in the past few days but not enough to write about and now I can't remember any of it. So I guess I'm out for now.
Cheers, Rachel
Thursday, 13 October 2011
Hot Coffee and Men
Dear post that should have been yesterday,
I think there is a street in every city that the same street exists in every other city! There is always a Queen Street or a First Street or Maple or Princess. For the record there is a town near me that doesn't have a Main Street, that's why I left it out. But I have to make this short and sweet because it's 10 after 11 and I have to catch a bus in an hour and a half. I need a shower, brush my teeth, eat some soup my dad and I made last night. I also have to write a note to myself to not forget my bus change and my camera. I am going to meet up with my mother so we can go to my brother's football game. I think I would cry and make her turn around if I forgot my camera. The best thing about it is that it fits in my coat. So if it rains, like it did two games ago I can protect it. That was the coldest, most wet, disgusting game I've ever been too. I was smart and brought long johns and a flannel shirt for this game. But the best part after watching the game is sushi with my old man :) I've been having a sushi craving attack for the past couple days. I can't wait for some nice hot miso soup to warm me up. Also I am busing it to a Starbucks to wait for my mom and spending my last few dollars on a vanilla soy latte. Now don't think I'm a snob because I spend 5 dollars on a coffee. First off you have to buy something to sit in the place, second I need wifi so I can text my mom and third I'm going to enjoy my crossword in the ambiance of the smell of brewing coffee and the hum of people, that's worth five bucks in my opinion. As well I get to watch all the people that think they're the shit because they drink Starbucks :P And just for the record they are the best soy latte I can find; I don't drink it for the name. I should ask for a foamer thing so I can make them at home, but first I have to get a job so I can guy good coffee not five dollar crap that my mom gets, bluck! I like my coffee strong, hot and expensive, like my men. Not actually, I've just always wanted to say that. I like my men country, hands on and sweet as honey. Well I should hop in the shower now to keep my schedule flowing; my laundry should be done by the time I get out hopefully. The bus takes an hour to get where I'm going and I can't be late. I got that hatred from my mother, DON'T BE LATE. Although the men I seem to date are always late! I guess it balances me out, lol.
Any who, out for now, Rachel
I think there is a street in every city that the same street exists in every other city! There is always a Queen Street or a First Street or Maple or Princess. For the record there is a town near me that doesn't have a Main Street, that's why I left it out. But I have to make this short and sweet because it's 10 after 11 and I have to catch a bus in an hour and a half. I need a shower, brush my teeth, eat some soup my dad and I made last night. I also have to write a note to myself to not forget my bus change and my camera. I am going to meet up with my mother so we can go to my brother's football game. I think I would cry and make her turn around if I forgot my camera. The best thing about it is that it fits in my coat. So if it rains, like it did two games ago I can protect it. That was the coldest, most wet, disgusting game I've ever been too. I was smart and brought long johns and a flannel shirt for this game. But the best part after watching the game is sushi with my old man :) I've been having a sushi craving attack for the past couple days. I can't wait for some nice hot miso soup to warm me up. Also I am busing it to a Starbucks to wait for my mom and spending my last few dollars on a vanilla soy latte. Now don't think I'm a snob because I spend 5 dollars on a coffee. First off you have to buy something to sit in the place, second I need wifi so I can text my mom and third I'm going to enjoy my crossword in the ambiance of the smell of brewing coffee and the hum of people, that's worth five bucks in my opinion. As well I get to watch all the people that think they're the shit because they drink Starbucks :P And just for the record they are the best soy latte I can find; I don't drink it for the name. I should ask for a foamer thing so I can make them at home, but first I have to get a job so I can guy good coffee not five dollar crap that my mom gets, bluck! I like my coffee strong, hot and expensive, like my men. Not actually, I've just always wanted to say that. I like my men country, hands on and sweet as honey. Well I should hop in the shower now to keep my schedule flowing; my laundry should be done by the time I get out hopefully. The bus takes an hour to get where I'm going and I can't be late. I got that hatred from my mother, DON'T BE LATE. Although the men I seem to date are always late! I guess it balances me out, lol.
Any who, out for now, Rachel
Tuesday, 11 October 2011
The Starting of a New Start
Dear Today,
You didn't give me what I expected, but maybe I didn't give myself what I expected. Or I am just bummed out because I didn't win the Lotto Max 50 million dollar jackpot. For anybody that doesn't live in Ontario that is our largest jacket pot offering ticket you can buy.
On my last day of work, which happened to be day three that never got completed I happened upon an article about people making a living off Blogging! I still don't quite understand how it works, advertising? I will read up on it later once I get into the habit of blogging every day. I can't commit to anything, I can't even diet properly, lol. Are you aloud to use 'lol' in blogs? I guess I'm not a journalist (yet) so I can use 'lol' in my blogs.
But after Thanksgiving I got on the scales and I have gained five pounds, no big deal but it's on top of the 10 pounds I gained last month... so I've had my coffee and some hemp seed, blueberry, protein powder, banana and natural peanut butter smoothie thing. It wasn't as good as it sounds, it was kind of chunky and still is sitting in my fridge :P
But I calculated, to lose 40 pounds all I have to do it lose less than a pound a week for a year. Although I possibly don't need to lose any more than 20 but what ever, aim high!
I hope people will be interested in reading about my life but I think I'm going to have to spice up my writing a little more than lumpy smoothies and anorexic weight goals. Don't take me wrong, I do realize that an eating disorder is no joke, but in my case it is; I love food too much. But eating disorders, hording and depression are all things that don't just have simple solutions of just stopping.
But at the moment I don't really have anything hilarious to say and I have a mosquito bite to scratch and a bucket of laundry to wash as well I need to set up my blog lay out. So excuse me while I get to my real world and Stephanie Plum in Hot Six.
Out for now, Rachel
You didn't give me what I expected, but maybe I didn't give myself what I expected. Or I am just bummed out because I didn't win the Lotto Max 50 million dollar jackpot. For anybody that doesn't live in Ontario that is our largest jacket pot offering ticket you can buy.
On my last day of work, which happened to be day three that never got completed I happened upon an article about people making a living off Blogging! I still don't quite understand how it works, advertising? I will read up on it later once I get into the habit of blogging every day. I can't commit to anything, I can't even diet properly, lol. Are you aloud to use 'lol' in blogs? I guess I'm not a journalist (yet) so I can use 'lol' in my blogs.
But after Thanksgiving I got on the scales and I have gained five pounds, no big deal but it's on top of the 10 pounds I gained last month... so I've had my coffee and some hemp seed, blueberry, protein powder, banana and natural peanut butter smoothie thing. It wasn't as good as it sounds, it was kind of chunky and still is sitting in my fridge :P
But I calculated, to lose 40 pounds all I have to do it lose less than a pound a week for a year. Although I possibly don't need to lose any more than 20 but what ever, aim high!
I hope people will be interested in reading about my life but I think I'm going to have to spice up my writing a little more than lumpy smoothies and anorexic weight goals. Don't take me wrong, I do realize that an eating disorder is no joke, but in my case it is; I love food too much. But eating disorders, hording and depression are all things that don't just have simple solutions of just stopping.
But at the moment I don't really have anything hilarious to say and I have a mosquito bite to scratch and a bucket of laundry to wash as well I need to set up my blog lay out. So excuse me while I get to my real world and Stephanie Plum in Hot Six.
Out for now, Rachel
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